i noe itz kind of stupid to blog again, when u've juz blogged. well, juz wandering in fs when i was a testi for me to approve. good, some1 rmb me, n write me a testi. it turned out to be fr someone i shall nvr ever forget. a soulmate fr my former skul. so sad dat i actually hv to address poilam as my
former skul. dat means i dun belong to the skul anymore. wadever fame and credits i earn now will go to nanyang. inevitably. sad.
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i have always been wondering wad kind of fren i m. m i there for my pals whenever they nid me? or did i ever do anything that threatens any ongoing frenship? over the years i learnt that frenship is fragile. itz really very hard to find a true fren. u may think u've found one, but u may be disappointed.
i m quite surprised, and happy, that mich actually regards me as "a special fren". walking down the memory lane, i picked up chunks of memories - sweet, happy, girlish, disappointments, regrets, and lastly, saying goodbye. these memories triggered a qn i've always been asking - who is my real fren? living n surviving in a kiasu env like this, itz very hard to establish any true frenship, cox u wont know who is true to u. exactly.
and how sad this is.