aih... diz post should be up yesterday... juz becox i couldnt get on9 yesterday... so i decided to bee-late the post... i've got my ca1 results... quite disappointing... msg is 2.57!! and L1r5 got a 14! but c lit is not counted inside la... aft i get my c lit i think it would be better gua... but still, to think that i lost my standard so fast... n i cant pin any hope on midyrs liao... cox i think really, i'm quite finished. all my past forte, are now screwed. y? chem, i used to think itz easy, but diz time, quite badly done... a maths, used to always get a1, but now, dun even know whether can get a2 anot... i've let so many ppl down, including myself... why is everything happening to me this way? maybe itz to punish me for not studying hard enough.
but is there ever anything dat is considered
enough? no. not at all. nobody would think dat he ever studies enough. nothing dat i've done is ever enough. not putting enough effort in revising, not being close enough to somebody, not being there when somebody needed me, why am i always the one to give? ok diz starts to sound very selfish. but itz true. since dat incident, i realised that i've nvr taken more than i've given. and ppl juz take. and take. nvr giv.
is it my fault now?why did u say that last time? and why are all the memories coming baq to me now?
itz the past.